How do you repress something this big? How do you open up when you're insecure? How do you keep in these excess tears? How do you keep your anger in check? How do you hide your sadness behind a smile? How long can you hide it for? How do you handle all your problems? Do you light a cigarette? No. Do you OD on pills? No. Do you drown you self in alcohol? No. Then how? You strum you guitar and let it all out.
"I am ridiculously good looking and am looking for other people who are ridiculously good looking to form an boy band with the named Finger Bang I will be the pretty boy, I need an gay guy, an Bad boy guy, and an unatractive guy and maybe an gay guy as well if you fit any of these discriptions please contact me so we can get started practicing our Dance routine and boy band songs. Influences will include such acts as Britney spears, Backstreet Boys, New Kids On the Block, & NSYNC."
Sometimes I wish I wasn't born into this family... Sometimes I wish I hadn't done the things I've done... Sometimes I wish I hadn't said the things I've said... Sometimes I wish I never met the people I've met... Sometimes I wish I never have befriended those I've met... Sometimes I wish I should have did something... Sometimes I wish I should have said something... Sometimes I wish I wasn't a son... Sometimes I wish I wasn't a brother... Sometimes I wish I could have been a better friend... Sometimes I wish I didn't hate the things I hate... Sometimes I wish I didn't like the things I like... Sometimes I wish I could have did a little more... Sometimes I wish I could have did a little less... Sometimes I wish I wasn't born... Sometimes you know...
I did not realize this but, IT'S BEEN OVER ONE YEAR SINCE I STARTED BLOGGING HERE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BLOG!!!! WHOOOT!!!! GET DOWN, A GET DOWN, AND MOVE IT ALL AROUND! Back to my report...
I am still sick as a dying donkey, I have trouble breathing, nose runs then gets dry and clogged, I cough and I don't, my body temperature fluctuates, what the fuck is wrong with me?
Been listening to Backstreet Boys lately, man they sick. I remember as a kid I loved them and so did my mom. Me and my younger brother even had t-shirts of them, good times. I remember Backstreet Boys first album was the first CD I ever got, listened to that shit NON-STOP. And then came N'Sync, they were good I bought their album too, but they were obviously no match for Backstreet Boys. Oh all this reflection I'm expressing dates back to when I was about 6-8 years old by the way.
My mom of course couldn't tell the difference between the two boy bands, 5 white guys in each band, how is an middle-aged woman from a foreign country suppose to distinguish them apart? I remember one time when I was staying over at my cousin's place and my mom was home alone watching TV, she called me to tell me that Backstreet Boys was on TV, but it was actually N'Sync. Not that was I was offended or anything, because I liked them as well, but just goes to show that MY MOM CARES AND LOVES ME AND TAKES AN INTEREST IN MY LIFE. Haha I remember it clearly what she said "SON, BACKSTREET BOYS ARE ON TV CHANGE TO CHANNEL __." 'Kay, I don't remember the channel, but you get what I'm trying to say.
Anyways, Backstreet Boys listening to them makes me feel young and nostalgic. I actually memorized some of the choreography from the Backstreet's Back video too. Man my favourite song would be of course, As Long As You Love Me. I'm even trying to learn it on the guitar, pretty sick.
And I'm here comes the stuffy nose, talk to you guys later! PAYCE.
I'm sick guys, the band's called Nada Surf. They will be performing at this year's NANO-MUGEN festival in Japan. The show is obviously hosted by the one and only ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION, STRAIGHTENER and OGRE YOU ASSHOLE have been already confirmed to perform at this annual event. Hopefully ART-SCHOOL will participate again this year *crosses finger*.
Man, I feel like shit. I HATE BEING SICK. School is almost over, time to start studying!!!
