She.

She makes me happy
She makes me glad
She humors me
She keeps me warm, whether with or without her
She makes me laugh
She laughs like a man while I laugh like a girl
She likes me for who I am
She brightens me up when I'm having a bad day
She turns me on
She gives me a rush
She gives me a surge
She gives me butterflies
She gets me on cloud nine

She makes me sad
She makes me mad
She annoys me
She never agrees with me
She doesn't like the same things as me
She argues with me
She's a total opposite of me

BUT

She makes me smile.

And I wouldn't have her any other way.

She is my girlfriend.
She is awesome.

EDIT: This post has been edited so many times...

Sad Machine.

I don't like to see people sad, please smile.

problem 2.

living alone, being alone, not having anybody to talk to, is seriously doing me no favours...

problem.

What is wrong with me? Why can't I go one day without talking to her? Why can't I leave her alone for a bit? Would it be that bad? What is wrong with me?

Lately...

I've been getting the feeling that I'm uninteresting and annoying. Sorry for the inconvenience if any...

.

The cold wind blows
It leads the cat on an indeterminate path
Without a home, he is walking on an never ending trail
Below zero his life is at a pause
With each snow drop time is delayed
Thoughts rewind, memories replayed
Spiraling down a void, he hops to land at home

this sucks.

This sucks. I hate the holidays and I hate new years.

Downer.

She's a downer.

tonight is the night.

If only tonight was the night, man this winter break is totally gonna blow. Blow big baby chunks. I got four straight days off, Saturday gonna be working at 7am-6pm, Sunday 8am-5pm. Not bad I get to leave early than usual and NOT CLOSE. Which matters most. Next week better be good. If not then this break was a fail.

Sono Yubi De.

Oh oh baby.

FRAGILE.

It's nice to be able to withstand below zero temperature (with just flannel pants and a t-shirt) when you're standing outside having a smoke. Being able to do so probably means you have some thought that can keep you warm no matter what the weather condition, that or you're really fat... probably the second one.

So earliar my family came over and we had a big dinner, I guess it was my parents way of celebrating the holidays. I got some good eatin', beats instant noodles any day. But before we ate, my brother and mom gave me a gift... I got black Converse Chuck Taylors! I've always wanted a pair but never really got around to it. Being the nice brother that I am (no seriously, I am nice) me and the lil bro went out and I got him an XBOX 360, now we can stay connected even more because we can tear shit up (most likely get teared the shit up) on LIVE. I think he deserves it, though if his grades starts slipping, I'm confiscating it.

So new years is approaching, what am I gonna do? I honestly don't know, I don't think that what I want to do is gonna happen (IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK IT IS), so if nothing then maybe I'll just go to my co-workers house party. If not then you know, there's always the XBOX.

Who would've thought that living in such a big city full of people can be so lonely. Laying on the couch staring at the ceiling, at which is partially viewable due to the faint light emitting from the lamp on my desk, wondering "What am I doing?". Constantly checking on my cell to hear from "home". I wish I was "home" right now.

I should be sleeping yet I'm not. Why? I miss home. It's not just today.

Oh and FRAGILE is an ART-SCHOOL song, good stuff.

FYI my titles for blog post is most likely gonna be in reference to song titles from now on.

SKIRT.

Oh my sunshine...

Press LB... to do every fucking action in the game.

I finished my last exam today...YAY!!!!!!! E-FIVE! YEEEEE GIMMME SOME OF THAT! Anyways, after my LAW122 exam, me and Sam we met up and walked all they way to Yonge and Richmond to grub on some long awaited TACO BELL! After that we walked back up to Dundas and went to EB Games and BEST Buy to look at games for my to buy. I ended up walking out of Best Buy with Mirror's Edge, which I thought was only for PS3. Anyways we went to chill at my place, played some 2K8... I got owned. Then I tried the new game, and seriously it was annoying, press LB to jump, press LB to roll, press LB to climb, press LB to do that, press LB to do this... MY GOD IS THERE ANYTHING THAT LB DOESN'T DO?!???!

I'm hungry.

One...

... more exam to go!!!!!!!!!! I smell... nice ;p

DRY

Slow down.

Rock with you.

Man it's already exam time and I've done two and go two more. I'm too goddamn easily distracted and lazy that I seriously have no time to study for the last two. My exams are on Wednesday and Thursday, but I'm working Monday and Tuesday and Friday, but I get the weekend off. Rock with you by MJ would be an awesome song to bang to don't you think?

Charlotte.

For a long time I've been watching the small wound in your heart
Let's go see the many beautiful trees of fall; while I was still sane
I dreamed a sad dream, I've got a feeling someone was waiting
I put up a pretense of sadness, true love - it's madness

Charlotte, touch me, Charlotte, it's everything
Charlotte, we're all, Charlotte, just gonna be ashes

In your heart an ugly flower is withering
In the old church beasts obscenely lick each others' wounds
I've got a feeling, when I wake up I'll love someone
I've got a feeling, when I wake up, everything will disappear

Charlotte, burn me, Charlotte, it's everything
Charlotte, we're all, Charlotte, just empty

Lyrics by: 木下理樹 (kinoshita riki)

ニーナの為に (Nina no Tame ni)

I LOVE YOU MY SWEETHEART
I NEED YOU MY SWEETHEART.

Iris.

Bye bye sweet Iris.