29 January 2010

silent shades.

"Nothing seems like fun anymore."

So I applied online for this student exchange program today... My choices were Sweden, Scotland, and Denmark. I wonder if I'll actually get in... Time to get crunk tomorrow night?

25 January 2010

100125.

You ever just had that feeling where you wanted to tell someone "You're dead to me.", just to let them get an itch about all the emotions running through your body and intake a dose of the thoughts that go on in your head?

You ever feel overwhelmed because you feel that your status towards another just deteriorated so quickly that you barely had a chance to catch a second breath?

You ever wake up and end up wanting to go back to sleep and never wanting to wake up?

You ever feel like there's just isn't enough time?

You ever...

the day.

When will the day come when that blonde comes knocking on my door?

19 January 2010

nineteen.

I felt you in my legs
Before I even met you
And when I laid beside you
For the first time
I told you
I feel you in my heart,
And I don't even know you
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye

I was nineteen
(Call me)

I felt you in my life
Before I ever thought to
Feel the need to lay down
Beside you
And tell you
I feel you in my heart,
And I don't even know you
And now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye

I was nineteen
(call me)
I was nineteen
(call me)

Flew home,
Back to where we met
Stayed inside
I was so upset
Cooked up a plan,
So good except
I was all alone
You were all I had
Love you
You were all mine
Love me
I was yours right
I was yours right

I was nineteen
(call me)
I was nineteen
(call me)

Song by Tegan & Sara.

10 January 2010

start.

The snow melted. It doesn't seem like the commitment will be renewed. At last a new season has started.

P.S. I'm all hot and sweaty.

06 January 2010

If you leave.



This scene from the O.C. made me tear. Thank my slagathor for showing me the original song by OMD, I instantly remembered hearing the song but with a different tone somewhere else, and I knew it was from the O.C. and I yoututbed it and voila!

boobs,

Winter semester started. My first class today I fell asleep woke up halfway through and left... Not a great way to start the semester.

03 January 2010

No.13 - ELLEGARDEN

September ninth
It's a sunny day
The smell of summer is still in the air
Your pirate ship
Has sailed away
I'm not so sure
What you've been up to

I give up trying to stop you
Instead I keep watching over your things
You always have a home here
You won't fail me though you come back
with empty hands

I'm waiting here you might not be back
I don't think I'm irrational
I'm waiting here you might not be back
I'm still at number 13

Your sails are full
The coast is clear
You have no doubt
Your ship won't strand
The trouble with is
You take too many chances but
that is also your strength

I'm often anxious
But I know you will make it through
In the highwind
Though you face a dead end

I'm waiting you might not be back
I don't think I'm irrational
I'm waiting you might not be back
I'm still at number 13

Oh, you said
You're not coming back
Oh, you said
You're not coming back

I give up trying to stop you
Instead I keep watching over your things
You always have a home here
You won't fail me though you come back
with empty hands

I'm waiting you might not be back
I don't think I'm irrational
I'm waiting you might not be back
I'm still at number 13

01 January 2010

her,

His eyes widened
His breath is at a halt
From the fragment of his imagination
Stands afar the girl
That makes him feel it all
Vision blurred by the snow hitting the ground
He knew it was her
A beat going faster and faster was the only sound he heard.

201011

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