the life of a me.

goodbye.

2011-09-28T00:38:00.002-04:00

http://earsplugged.tumblr.com/

EarlWolf.

2011-09-26T19:39:00.000-04:00

semicolons; they're hard to use.

2011-09-25T23:41:00.002-04:00

http://theoatmeal.com/comics/semicolon

see me through.

2011-09-22T17:25:00.001-04:00

Man can she sing. Goddamn.

thank you...

2011-09-15T13:41:00.003-04:00

This song is catchy, the composition paints me an image of sunshine and grass greener than I can ever witness... Yet why does it feel like a double edge sword? For every high note, I get pulled back down with a low note. Simple lyrics, yet it feels parallel to previous experiences... Funny how it happens don't you think? We are all unique individuals but yet, we have countless methods of feeling coherent. Though the artist may have different intentions with this song, we are all capable of interpreting things in our own way. And this is how I've understood it.

Thank you, I needed a song like this.

guerrera, stella.

2011-09-06T09:40:00.000-04:00

Ladies and gentlemen please welcome to the world, Stella Guerra.

I gotta go to school today, lame.

just a little bit.

2011-08-15T15:28:00.000-04:00

cold summer.

2011-08-12T18:46:00.002-04:00

an oxymoron?

six billion.

2011-08-11T18:13:00.002-04:00

There are over 6 billion people in the world, how can one possibly feel lonely right? Right...

aloe redeux.

2011-08-10T01:16:00.001-04:00

MOMENTS WITH ALOE BLACC, MIKI AND JAYBO: "LOVING YOU IS KILLING ME" PART 4/6 from MADE Blog on Vimeo.

we are men.

2011-08-07T06:12:00.001-04:00

how'd you get to be so evil girl?

2011-08-05T14:27:00.000-04:00

mom.

2011-08-03T00:13:00.002-04:00

"At the end of the day, my momma told me don't let nobody break me." - KiD CuDi

i am the best...

2011-08-02T15:45:00.001-04:00

020811.

2011-08-02T11:23:00.003-04:00

You got style, I got substance.

You have class, I have character.

You call it attitude, I call it sass.

You live carefree, I live apathetically.

You love being single, I hate being alone.

You in a phase, while I'm in a zone.

(selvedge) life!

2011-07-30T06:53:00.004-04:00

Go!!! >>>>> Selvedge Life.<<<<<

tell me brother are we there yet?

2011-07-11T01:53:00.003-04:00

settled in.

2011-06-20T02:17:00.004-04:00

So it has almost been a month since I moved out. Since that time, I've finished one summer course and had many late nights studying with numerous breaks consisting of playing xbox and going out to McDonald's with my roommate. I also dominated my roommate and his friend in basketball before injuring my damn ankle after a layup. Karma is a bitch, let's just put it at that. I spend most my free time working (still) and I'm lacking countless hours of sleep. Until Thursday I can rest and sleep in before I embark on a new course (in school). Gonna relish these days up big time (by playing xbox and sleeping in, oooooh yeahhhh).

Oh and being single sucks.

(summer) school.

2011-05-06T00:41:00.002-04:00

As the name says. I'm officially done my third year of post-sec but I am now embarking on a journey in a territory I've yet to trespass. Yes, summer school. First two class were (n), well more so the second class because we had a substitute professor (doesn't quite sound right, right?). Anyways Sunday I'm going to catch up and try to get shit right. Oh btw, I'm meeting this landlord to check out this apartment next week, can't wait. Sense the excitement in my oh so ecstatic tone.

patience.

2011-03-21T20:26:00.000-04:00

Bare (or bear?) with me. I'll have you guys caught up in time.

my god.

2011-02-17T11:42:00.000-05:00

Get the green from the scale like a lizard had it.

valentines on 15th.

2011-02-16T02:47:00.001-05:00

Good day today, ate vegetarian the whole day (WOW). Especially good it was. Now a sore throat I've caught. Goodnight.

pre-valentines.

2011-02-13T21:58:00.001-05:00

nine months.

2011-02-10T18:49:00.002-05:00

Had lunch with the sweetheart today. Today is our nine months and counting. What better way to show how much we mean to each other than to pig out? Spot: Ka Chi, Where: West a couple blocks from Bloor and Bathurst, Why: Because it's the best Korean joint in Toronto and they don't skimp on portions.

tribes.

2011-02-07T14:05:00.000-05:00

They still exists...

blackberry.

2011-02-07T02:52:00.000-05:00

frozen call.

2011-02-05T11:16:00.001-05:00

FINALLY!!!!!!!

Don't you love the bass?

desires.

2011-02-05T00:01:00.000-05:00

I want a DSLR, but the cheapest one. Ha.

(red) pockets.

2011-02-04T22:12:00.002-05:00

Sup? These past few days have been G.O.O.D, got to spend time with my parents, and of course, my little bro. Been a while since I shared laughs with them, felt nice, it's a feeling that I will always remember. But anyways, the reason why I went back home to visit was because it was to celebrate Lunar New Years. Some of you, if not all of you, will know it as Chinese New Years, I don't blame ya'll. WE DO LOOK ALIKE. Moving along, so of course there was a lot to eat but let's be real if you're a kid (not married) then this holiday is all about the red pockets. Why? Because in these little red pockets there's money to put in your OWN pockets. Ha. Yes, I got 40 dollars from my parents (paid for my lunch today).

On the day of the new year, my house we had to eat vegetarian for the day (I was able to cheat this later on when I sneaked myself a chicken steamed bun into my brother's room (hehe). So when I woke up at like noon-ish my dad decided to cook and he made stir fry baby bok choi, I guess we didn't have any other ingredients in the fridge (didn't matter shit was bomb anyways, thanks old man). Throughout the day I just lounged around, did my assignment, used the push-up pro (which btw hurts like a mother) and OH I FOUND DRAGON BALL Z - SUPERSONIC WARRIORS 2 for the DS. Played that for a bit, it was sickkkkkkkkk. Best handheld DBZ game ever.

Yeah goodtimes. Today I went to class, left 2 hours in. After that it was to the gym where I did some cardio and real weight training for the first time in a while. Productive day I might add. Oh me and my friend lost an opportunity to win tickets to a Raptors game that just ended half an hour ago (we won, about time).

PEACE.

diet.

2011-02-02T17:21:00.002-05:00

I found out just now I lost about 10 pounds, from 180 to 170, happy (lunar) new years indeed. Thank you ham and (not processed) cheese diet.

revelation.

2011-01-31T22:14:00.002-05:00

I think I'm gonna start doing reviews too (like almost every other blog out there). I think my initial goal was to do reviews too... About time I do something about it, because who wants to read about my boring life anyways? Right? Right.

collect.

2011-01-30T19:42:00.002-05:00

So today I went out shopping with an ol' buddy of mine. We went around Queen and Spadina, Chinatown, and Eaton Centre. Had lunch at Hosu, ate some bibim bop and for dinner we dinned at Tokyo Grill and munched on the katsu curry (pictured above).

So you might be wondering why theres photos of my DBZ figurines, as of late I've been watching DBZ (Currently at the Buu saga, almost done! But you know how long that could be...) so I've decided to collect figurines of the series, they're so cool. One day the top of my desk will be filled with them!

Went to H&M also bought a pair of pants and a shirt with, oh yes, NIRVANA on it! Sick tingz (i wish i never said that...).

killing boy.

2011-01-07T22:46:00.001-05:00

Wow... I'm so late, I found this out just now...

Can't wait...

Oh happy new year.

first of december twenty-ten. (103)

2010-12-01T17:45:00.000-05:00

vlog deux (102)

2010-12-01T02:38:00.000-05:00

a day in his life.

2010-11-30T11:43:00.001-05:00

j.

2010-11-29T22:33:00.002-05:00

rap. vent. hate. truth. shameless effort.

2010-11-28T23:45:00.006-05:00

When I get serious, my analysis gets meticulous

It's so hilarious when folks get all furious

Acting all defensive and surprisingly righteous

Knowing damn well they never accomplished much

Name your contributions to society as such

People these days are easy to read

Facebook informs them of everything they need

When exploited they be quick to plead

Quick to open their mouth and then quick to delete

This goes for those who talk shit electronically

Shut the fuck up please.

Yes I'm talking to you, you, and you.

And if you think I'm referring to you, then yes I'm talking to you (too)

Y'all bucks ain't much, I know you mad and you feel the rush

But calm down, keep your composure, it's a must

When you turn twenty life ain't as free as you want it to be

Damn I envy you stupid teens and I'm not using stupid loosely

Using it strictly, it's the term that sums up the new generation

Have you seen what these kids doing or sayin'?

Immature, selfish, naive, dumb fucks

To get by in life you're gonna need dumb-luck

Fourteen year olds what the hell do you know about love?

That's the sensation of infatuation that you're feeling

Save yourself, so when the pre is disconnected from mature you can make rational decisions

Whether it be right or wrong, at least you picked the best

And you wake up with no regrets.

But then again who am I to judge?

Who am I to dictate how you live your life?

Do what ever y'all want to make you sleep easier at night

Goodnight.

2Pac - Dear Mama

2010-11-26T23:32:00.000-05:00

I love my mom. I tear every time I listen to this song, that's why I usually reserve the moment usually once a year (mother's day) but since mamma be overseas at this moment, I just had to play it...

20 years and at the same time 6 months...

2010-11-24T18:06:00.003-05:00

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND. If only she feels the same way...

i love (junior) college.

2010-11-07T23:40:00.002-05:00

I'm actually in university but still... feeling this song.

life.

2010-10-17T20:55:00.002-04:00

So it's been a while (how many times am I going to start off an entry using a phrase of that relevance?) since I've actually posted a legitimate entry, but to update all ya'll I am in the midst of midterms this semester and I am hating it. Cramming never hurt so much, fear of failing have never been so dominating, and the future never looked so bleak. But in a positive note, I finally got hired! I'll shall be suiting up for the role of produce clerk once more, as I shall start my stint at the Bloor Street Market (owned by Loblaws and they're unionized!). So yes... I can once again live with the secure feeling of having income coming in to my bank account, no more using momma's money. I can finally pay for my girlfriend again! Anyways peace.

Get your academic bars up.

keep pushin'

2010-10-17T01:35:00.001-04:00

nintendo.

2010-09-29T20:55:00.001-04:00

#win

moments with significance...

2010-09-24T21:12:00.003-04:00

So my sweetheart had class yesterday evening and her prof asked the entire class to list down 10 memorable days or moments, hearing this I felt the need to make a list for myself. So in no particular order (chronologically or significance, maybe except for the first few... who knows the first few dates probably mean the most while the rest are toss ups)

Monday May 10th, 2010
Friday July 9th, 2010
August 31st, 1994
November 15th
The day I landed in Japan
The day I graduated
Yesterday
The day my parents got me Playstation 1
The night I got into my first car accident
The day I got my first bass guitar (Veronica)

yeah.

2010-09-19T22:02:00.002-04:00

beamer, benz,or bentley.

2010-09-15T21:03:00.002-04:00

UNDER MY SKIN [PV]

2010-09-08T01:24:00.000-04:00

fresh.

2010-09-06T23:37:00.003-04:00

It has been quite some time since I last blessed my readers (if there are any) with an entry. This summer was nothing like most summers I've had. 4 months off, the majority of which I spent working (I quit my job btw, last day was August 28th I believe) and/or with the old lady (what I mean by old lady I will let you decide).

Let's recap on what I've done since my last blog entry... I've gone to a Jays game (we won yay!), dined at the CN Tower, tried Indian food (which was awesome by the way, lamb saag FTW!), ate lots and lots of sushi (mmmm sushi...), had a picnic at High Park and I made pasta for the lady as well, went to the Molson Amphitheater to check out Metric (she took me, I ended up enjoying it), watched a few movies (Despicable Me being my favourite), shared laughs and beers at a BBBQ (the extra B meaning BYOB, meaning bring your own beer), finally checked out the AGO (failed my expectations and was totally boring). What a run on sentence huh? Mainly this summer consisted of eating and spending what ever money I received on eating. Now I'm jobless and broke and school is about to embark on yet another year.

I will say this, I am excited for school... which starts in about 8 hours as I type. First class is 8AM #lose. Yes, I've been also tweeting a lot this summer, it's a drug seriously. But dammit I love Twitter. I am entering third year now and honestly it's a make or break year. I gotta buckle down and get serious. TIME TO PUT IN WORK. I also gotta find another part-time job, still waiting on a phone call for interviews... job fair here I come. Also I gotta get serious about my health I ate way too much this summer, gained a few pounds and I am not happy about it, though I was happy when I ate all those meals. Mmmmmmm yummy in my tummy.

This Friday (the tenth of the ninth month of the 2010th year) will be my four month anniversary. wh00t! though it is only just a number... Fuck that I need all the reason to be happy and celebratory! #truedat

This is probably the last time I'm going to blog with this laptop as I shall be getting a brand new one on the 8th. So love and peace to all. Drink a beer (I don't really intake alcohol too well) and enjoy the rest of summer.

Ciao.

Oh how do you like the new layout? Blogger finally got some new themes!

done with you.

2010-06-28T01:16:00.003-04:00

I was last with you two weeks ago, since then times have been hard.

Everybody tells me to drop you, forget about you,

and should have never gotten acquainted with you.

Then fourteen days ago I did the unexpected... I stopped coming back to you.

Since then I've been having a hard time dealing with stress and adversity.

Whenever I feel overwhelmed with anxiety, you bring me back to Earth.

Whether it be for a second or three minutes, you put me in a trance.

I feel emancipated whenever you're with me.

I wish I can put my lips on you again...

But I mustn't...

2010-05-28T02:58:00.002-04:00

She overwrote the page that haunts me everyday.
Eradicating all my doubts and the stigma that entailed me from the last one.
Now the next page shall be less ominous than predicted, if not defogged from the haze that clouds events that have yet to occur...

coming out.

2010-05-23T01:12:00.001-04:00

.

2010-05-19T01:29:00.000-04:00

HOT.

LOST IN THE AIR.

2010-05-14T16:17:00.004-04:00

What do you do when your conscience tells you one thing, but your heart tells you another?

Isolated on a narrow path, which direction do you go?

Does the compass of fate really come in handy at a time like this?

Either way you're just escaping from one or the other outcome.

They say you have all day to make up your mind, but do you really?

As one second passes, that's one second that you'll never get back.

So what's it going to be?

Wait or act now?

diamond phillips.

2010-05-12T00:30:00.002-04:00

Currently listening to Diamond Phillips off the latest STRAIGHTENER album (Creatures). It's my favourite track off this record, not sure why. Life's looking better as of late, even if it means there's an expiry date stamped on it. Summer break is boring, all I do is play Pokemon and go to work. And what is up with the weather as of late? Like what the fuck?

too close.

2010-04-29T19:04:00.003-04:00

Bumpin to that ol school joint by Next. Damn what a month it has been, it's been a long winding road with bumps and lumps. But there have been some smooth turns and times when I was on cruise control. At last school is done with, time to chill and get back to the grind. Anybody play Pokemon? Since getting it about 2-3 weeks ago, I've logged in over 120 hours... what does that tell you about me? Please, I want to know.

Went to H&M grand "re-opening" today with a friend. I don't understand how I ended up buying more clothes than her and she just got accessories haha. Thank god they were giving out scratch-off cards, I got 15 dollars off and ended up only paying 19 dollars!! Sweet deal for some nice swag. Korean bbq followed up after the shopping event. Overall good day. Looking forward to this summer, showered in alcohol and mind numbing video game stimulation. wh00t!

Now... Alakazam, Mewtwo,... who else..

Tegan And Sara - Back In Your Head

2010-04-26T23:32:00.000-04:00

no cheap thrill.

2010-04-03T11:07:00.002-04:00

This song's chorus probably has something to do with ART's Lolita Kills Me chorus... either way its a good song. I've never heard of Suzanne Vega, maybe I should buy some of her albums, apparently she was very influential... of some sort.

end of march.

2010-03-31T14:22:00.001-04:00

Why do I still have these perennial and meticulous feelings?

Day 'n' Night.

2010-03-24T16:58:00.000-04:00

feather.

2010-03-15T14:40:00.002-04:00

I wish I was as light as a feather. So light that I can float ever so carelessly yet so gently. Without even walking I can go where ever the wind takes me. Twisting and turning in the air, I want to be free.

beer.

2010-03-13T22:52:00.001-05:00

I can't handle more than two cans, yet I'm craving for some right now. This is more like a tweet rather than a entry eh?

dysphoria.

2010-03-05T18:37:00.003-05:00

Hello? Is anyone there? Oh right I live alone. These days I find myself in a low state. Actually it has been going on for a while now. Isolated not by choice, I realize the only thing that keeps my spirits up is music. It sucks when you listen to a song that you like, but the lyrics are so relative to what you been through or to even how you are currently that it just brings you down even deeper. But at the same time you can't help but finish listening to the song, than to rather press skip. Or maybe it's just me?

I confessed to my mom that I smoked just a moment ago, though I wouldn't have to if she didn't confront me about it. She asked me why and I simply didn't answer. Why? Because she wouldn't understand me. Even if I spoke in perfect Vietnamese she still wouldn't be able to register my reasons. There's a generation gap between us, as well as a cultural difference that would render her incompatible of accepting my way of thinking and living. It's fine I've come to accept the difference, though if she could understand it would make my life a lot easier.

It sucks not having anybody to actually talk to and converse with for a long duration. It makes the day goes by longer. I do miss her I'll admit. It's hard not to, not to sound like a broken R&B song but there are things that remind me of her, which makes it harder for me to not think of her. Now I'm not the type cry or whine when things like that pop up or anything, but when it does I just can't help but feel a little dead inside. Not a day goes by where I don't ponder to myself about her well being.

love in a trashcan.

2010-03-04T01:40:00.002-05:00

Just discovered this band... One word, awesome.

sonic youth.

2010-03-03T14:53:00.002-05:00

Did a lil shopping again at HMV today.

then i said, "go!"

2010-03-02T17:31:00.004-05:00

I've been listening to Weezer a lot lately, it has indeed been ages since turned on one of their songs. It's such a refreshing quencher for my ears. I forgot how much I love this band. Right now I'm listening to their single off their latest album (Ratitude), called (If You're Wondering If I Want You To) I Want You To. I absolutely adore this song. In other news today I stopped by HMV and picked up the latest Vampire Weekend album, I was also hoping to find the one DVD that Weezer ever released but failed :(

Also it turns out I got accepted in to this student exchange program! Winter 2011 see you later Canada and greetings Sweden. That's right, I'll be studying abroad in Sweden for a semester next year, excited? Yes I am. It's gonna be a lot of money but I'm sure it will be well worth it. I'll get to go around Europe while I'm there. Can't wait to see what its like on the other side. New people, new scenery, new environment, new atmosphere, new everything. As for now I just gotta focus on getting done with school while I'm still here and save up mad money. I just stopped myself from buying $60 headphones earlier... So tempting.

P.S. I hate this laptop...

Misstopia.

2010-02-27T23:28:00.001-05:00

I seriously gotta learn Japanese... The whole song is beautiful, no?

i'm a mess since you left.

2010-02-25T02:08:00.001-05:00

This song just touches home...

who are these guys?

2010-02-24T22:18:00.002-05:00

Who are these guys? Seriously! This song is awesome. The lead guitarist honestly looks like Toddy of ART-SCHOOL.

he's back.

2010-02-21T22:09:00.005-05:00

Ladies and gentlemen, T-Mac is back. Unfortunately, his return to the NBA resulted in turmoil as his new squad fell to the the roaring OKC Thunder in overtime. I am so ecstatic that McGrady is playing again, Vince isn't as impressive (as of late) and well I'm getting tired of seeing highlights being macro-ed by the Kobe-LeBron-Wade combo. It's time for something refreshing, something smooth, that something is Mr. Tracy McGrady. Cheers.

P.S. 26 points in his first game back after missing what? A year and a half? (The games he played this season with Houston doesn't count, because well... they barely even played him!) Not bad... not bad at all.

chocolat.

2010-02-19T13:29:00.001-05:00

Sent wirelessly from my BlackBerry device on the Bell network.
Envoyé sans fil par mon terminal mobile BlackBerry sur le réseau de Bell.

uh huh her.

2010-02-19T00:44:00.000-05:00

Just discovered this sweet duo off last.fm!

weapons of mass destruction.

2010-02-18T19:47:00.000-05:00

Sent wirelessly from my BlackBerry device on the Bell network.
Envoyé sans fil par mon terminal mobile BlackBerry sur le réseau de Bell.

10.

2010-02-18T02:00:00.006-05:00

Ten. It's been ten years since music gave birth to ART-SCHOOL and what a child they raised. ART-SCHOOL, a band that will forever occupy a spot in my heart, have been the most played band on in my music library occupying over 50% of my accumulated plays. The genius behind the act, Riki Kinoshita, his lyrics speak to my heart as much as the composition of each song reverberates in my ears. Never had I listened to a band that made me feel so in peace with myself. I've become a great big fan since I started listening to ART-SCHOOL two years ago and my love for the band has only grew since. As a big influence I base my own musical works in reference to them. I can only dream of having work anywhere near the masterpieces he has made. Even now BLACK SUNSHINE is still echoing in my head. A band so unique deserves at least a post dedicated to them. Congratulations on ten years, thank you for all your hard work and contribution to the entity named music. And thank you Riki for being you. You are an individual well deserved of recognition and praise. Cheers and may many more great things come in the near future.

I end this post with a video;

Test

2010-02-17T01:43:00.002-05:00

Test.

EDIT:

I was testing out how to blog with mobile. Now I can just e-mail and the it will be posted here! SWEET!

drink of life... for the kids.

2010-02-15T22:10:00.004-05:00

SOY MILK! I LOVE SOY MILK! After a hard day at work, I just want to come home and chill while sippin' on that soy milk.

around the clock.

2010-02-15T20:23:00.001-05:00

"Don't be so blind."

year of the tiger.

2010-02-14T22:42:00.005-05:00

A new year always starts off full with promises and goals no? Even prior to the grand day, there are already big hopes and aspirations waiting to be fulfilled during the course of the new year. Why is it that it's one day during the calendar that everybody gets so worked up? Why can't it be the same everyday? Why this day and not another? Even when goals aren't accomplished and wishes are not granted why is that the first thing people say is "Maybe next year?", why not say tomorrow? I know, I know, that in some circumstances that "next year" may be the only available window, but nonetheless why? In joining the social norm, I too hope that this year will be AWESOME.

Peace and Love to all, from the ground to those above.

Kudos.

P.S. I changed the template. New year new look, ya dig? Oh and there's only one post per page now.
P.P.S. The All-Star Dunk Contest, sucked. Seriously, DeMar should've won!
P.P.P.S. 67% on my ITM500 midterm!?!??! WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?
P.P.P.P.S I got $90 in red envelopes today, yay!
P.P.P.P.P.S I hate work.

nobody

2010-02-11T20:53:00.001-05:00

nobody to talk to.

silent shades.

2010-01-29T23:39:00.001-05:00

"Nothing seems like fun anymore."

So I applied online for this student exchange program today... My choices were Sweden, Scotland, and Denmark. I wonder if I'll actually get in... Time to get crunk tomorrow night?

100125.

2010-01-25T23:17:00.003-05:00

You ever just had that feeling where you wanted to tell someone "You're dead to me.", just to let them get an itch about all the emotions running through your body and intake a dose of the thoughts that go on in your head?

You ever feel overwhelmed because you feel that your status towards another just deteriorated so quickly that you barely had a chance to catch a second breath?

You ever wake up and end up wanting to go back to sleep and never wanting to wake up?

You ever feel like there's just isn't enough time?

You ever...

the day.

2010-01-25T01:00:00.000-05:00

When will the day come when that blonde comes knocking on my door?

nineteen.

2010-01-19T23:22:00.001-05:00

I felt you in my legs
Before I even met you
And when I laid beside you
For the first time
I told you
I feel you in my heart,
And I don't even know you
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye

I was nineteen
(Call me)

I felt you in my life
Before I ever thought to
Feel the need to lay down
Beside you
And tell you
I feel you in my heart,
And I don't even know you
And now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye

I was nineteen
(call me)
I was nineteen
(call me)

Flew home,
Back to where we met
Stayed inside
I was so upset
Cooked up a plan,
So good except
I was all alone
You were all I had
Love you
You were all mine
Love me
I was yours right
I was yours right

I was nineteen
(call me)
I was nineteen
(call me)

Song by Tegan & Sara.

start.

2010-01-10T22:11:00.002-05:00

The snow melted. It doesn't seem like the commitment will be renewed. At last a new season has started.

P.S. I'm all hot and sweaty.

If you leave.

2010-01-06T21:06:00.001-05:00

This scene from the O.C. made me tear. Thank my slagathor for showing me the original song by OMD, I instantly remembered hearing the song but with a different tone somewhere else, and I knew it was from the O.C. and I yoututbed it and voila!

boobs,

2010-01-06T17:04:00.002-05:00

Winter semester started. My first class today I fell asleep woke up halfway through and left... Not a great way to start the semester.

No.13 - ELLEGARDEN

2010-01-03T00:21:00.002-05:00

September ninth
It's a sunny day
The smell of summer is still in the air
Your pirate ship
Has sailed away
I'm not so sure
What you've been up to

I give up trying to stop you
Instead I keep watching over your things
You always have a home here
You won't fail me though you come back
with empty hands

I'm waiting here you might not be back
I don't think I'm irrational
I'm waiting here you might not be back
I'm still at number 13

Your sails are full
The coast is clear
You have no doubt
Your ship won't strand
The trouble with is
You take too many chances but
that is also your strength

I'm often anxious
But I know you will make it through
In the highwind
Though you face a dead end

I'm waiting you might not be back
I don't think I'm irrational
I'm waiting you might not be back
I'm still at number 13

Oh, you said
You're not coming back
Oh, you said
You're not coming back

I give up trying to stop you
Instead I keep watching over your things
You always have a home here
You won't fail me though you come back
with empty hands

I'm waiting you might not be back
I don't think I'm irrational
I'm waiting you might not be back
I'm still at number 13

her,

2010-01-01T22:09:00.002-05:00

His eyes widened
His breath is at a halt
From the fragment of his imagination
Stands afar the girl
That makes him feel it all
Vision blurred by the snow hitting the ground
He knew it was her
A beat going faster and faster was the only sound he heard.

201011

2010-01-01T11:33:00.000-05:00

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!

She.

2009-12-31T05:40:00.004-05:00

She makes me happy
She makes me glad
She humors me
She keeps me warm, whether with or without her
She makes me laugh
She laughs like a man while I laugh like a girl
She likes me for who I am
She brightens me up when I'm having a bad day
She turns me on
She gives me a rush
She gives me a surge
She gives me butterflies
She gets me on cloud nine

She makes me sad
She makes me mad
She annoys me
She never agrees with me
She doesn't like the same things as me
She argues with me
She's a total opposite of me

BUT

She makes me smile.

And I wouldn't have her any other way.

She is my girlfriend.
She is awesome.

EDIT: This post has been edited so many times...

Sad Machine.

2009-12-29T14:36:00.002-05:00

I don't like to see people sad, please smile.

problem 2.

2009-12-27T21:16:00.001-05:00

living alone, being alone, not having anybody to talk to, is seriously doing me no favours...

problem.

2009-12-27T19:32:00.001-05:00

What is wrong with me? Why can't I go one day without talking to her? Why can't I leave her alone for a bit? Would it be that bad? What is wrong with me?

Lately...

2009-12-26T17:48:00.001-05:00

I've been getting the feeling that I'm uninteresting and annoying. Sorry for the inconvenience if any...

.

2009-12-24T12:11:00.002-05:00

The cold wind blows
It leads the cat on an indeterminate path
Without a home, he is walking on an never ending trail
Below zero his life is at a pause
With each snow drop time is delayed
Thoughts rewind, memories replayed
Spiraling down a void, he hops to land at home

this sucks.

2009-12-24T00:28:00.002-05:00

This sucks. I hate the holidays and I hate new years.

Downer.

2009-12-22T20:13:00.001-05:00

She's a downer.

tonight is the night.

2009-12-21T21:25:00.003-05:00

If only tonight was the night, man this winter break is totally gonna blow. Blow big baby chunks. I got four straight days off, Saturday gonna be working at 7am-6pm, Sunday 8am-5pm. Not bad I get to leave early than usual and NOT CLOSE. Which matters most. Next week better be good. If not then this break was a fail.

Sono Yubi De.

2009-12-20T22:03:00.001-05:00

Oh oh baby.

FRAGILE.

2009-12-20T03:13:00.002-05:00

It's nice to be able to withstand below zero temperature (with just flannel pants and a t-shirt) when you're standing outside having a smoke. Being able to do so probably means you have some thought that can keep you warm no matter what the weather condition, that or you're really fat... probably the second one.

So earliar my family came over and we had a big dinner, I guess it was my parents way of celebrating the holidays. I got some good eatin', beats instant noodles any day. But before we ate, my brother and mom gave me a gift... I got black Converse Chuck Taylors! I've always wanted a pair but never really got around to it. Being the nice brother that I am (no seriously, I am nice) me and the lil bro went out and I got him an XBOX 360, now we can stay connected even more because we can tear shit up (most likely get teared the shit up) on LIVE. I think he deserves it, though if his grades starts slipping, I'm confiscating it.

So new years is approaching, what am I gonna do? I honestly don't know, I don't think that what I want to do is gonna happen (IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK IT IS), so if nothing then maybe I'll just go to my co-workers house party. If not then you know, there's always the XBOX.

Who would've thought that living in such a big city full of people can be so lonely. Laying on the couch staring at the ceiling, at which is partially viewable due to the faint light emitting from the lamp on my desk, wondering "What am I doing?". Constantly checking on my cell to hear from "home". I wish I was "home" right now.

I should be sleeping yet I'm not. Why? I miss home. It's not just today.

Oh and FRAGILE is an ART-SCHOOL song, good stuff.

FYI my titles for blog post is most likely gonna be in reference to song titles from now on.