Hey Julie.

Hey, it has been a while since your blogger has blogged has it not? I don't even remember the last time I made and entry, all I remember was it was about a Christmas wish list and about having a girlfriend. I don't know November seemed like such a epressing month, assignemtns due, though my birthday was in the mid of November, I find out a special person is leaving me for 8 weeks! She deserves it though, a well deserved vacation for the hardest working woman alive :)

My last blog I aired out my thoguhts on having an intimate partner and it was probably the most personal thing I have ever blogged upon, when I started this blog I told myself that I would shy away from writing about personal things such as that. But with what I'm going through right now (it's not really a big deal like it sounds like) I gotta type to get it off my chest. And I hope she does not reads this LOL. So I guess I'm getting girl trouble, not surprising to me. I haven't had this feeling in a while, is it bad? Is it good? With the countless thoughts I'm getting in my head right now, am I thinking about it way too much? Blowing this way out of proportion? With my past actions did I do something wrong? Made an uncalculated error? Did I already make her slip out of my hands? Did I even have a chance at all? Am I rushing things by smothering? Coming on too strong? -_- I've been seeking advice from friends lately and they all came with different adivce or replies. Has she sensed that I'm interested? Have I annoyed her or bored her already? Or maybe it's nothing like that at all and I'm just stressing over this issue too much? Maybe it's because I want this to happen so bad, all these scenerios pop up.

*Takes deep breath*

One of my best friends (I call him that because he's never ditched me, concerned about me and even after fights we make up like that.) showed me a song called "Hey Julie" by Fountains of Wayne, and it's been stuck in my head (also on heavey rotation on my media player). I guess I've been listening to this song because I'm feeling sorta emo (though the song is far from "emo"), I'm also trying to learn the chords to the song and so far I kind of got the first part down. This song is also fun to sing, I often find myself replacing Julie with the girl's name when singing.

Yesterday, I was able to purchase to effect pedals for the guitar. Now I need to buy some for my bass guitar, then pedal boards, the shit to power all the pedals simaltaneously. Damn this version of FireFox does not have spell check, so I'm pretty much doomed for grammer right now. These pedals are amazing, they give such rich, warm tone, clean and nice. It beats the built-in "drive" mode that comes pre-installed in mose amps these days I've had so much fun playing with them ^.^ (<-- that was so Asian). I'm pretty much done school now, all that's left is exams which I should start studying for. I got to hand in a hard copy of my ITM research paper tomorrow, so maybe while I'm down there I'll stop by Steve's Music Store and play around with their Fender Jazzmasters and pretend to be Toddy. As well as look at bass pedals and amps. Man, I can't seem to get her out of my head. Infatuation?

Whatever...HEY JULIE (8) *strums chord*